|
| 
The depression has started to wear off into a dull thumping. I know I don't have the time or energy to put myself into anything fun or interesting. I want to play music, but I know I can't. I just don't have the time. Yea sure, I can come over and dedicate my few hours of time each night after say, 9pm to playing music with someone. But that's not much time to write stuff, practice, etc. People want to sleep by 10pm, 11pm at the latest. Thats say 10 minutes to set up and break down. Maybe 40 minutes to actually get anything at all done. Not to mention warming up. I don't want to just play some hippie jam band shit. That kind of music really pisses me off honestly. Music without structure is just noise vomit. It's not to say that you have to have every song orchestrated to the degree of, say, beethoven or meshuggah, but at least it could have a recognizable verse-chorus-verse chord progression or something. I wish I had more time to do the things I want to do for myself. Working in IT is so boring. More of the same old crapola all the time. I don't even know if I have the inspiration to write music anymore. Well, I'm gonna try to actually post wedding pictures tonight. That would include my own as well as Julie and Nick's wedding. Wish me luck
comments
|
Leave a comment on -:stagnation:-
:[ 2006 index ]:electricsheep and wedding picturesbabysittingprogrammingscarey streetDebian, Ubuntu, Compiz, Beryl, Nvidia, ATI, XGL, AIGLX, fglrx hows that to make your brain explodecraziness aboundsparsley teafunerals and funeralsRest in Peace Teddy Osmundpretty busy weekbwahahahabwahahatoo much blah not enough ahhgood news, bad newsamerican public educationlev 99 thunderjismapt-get CRAAAASHmy eyes have finally glazed overmy head is poundingcrappy is the word of the daybeat em if you got emdammit verizonvoicemail message as typed by tiazI will have a Tungsten C blank screen with a side of vomitnew kernels and wireless problemsinspiron 8000 is not for linuxcrikeyJavscriptaliciousyesterday suckedAugust picture bonanzaThis is not an exitazureus dependency hellnew horizonsworkcreepydiluted thoughtsand in a week the world changed foreverchangesWeddings are wonderfulfuckedpost marriageFor the non-believersSo close I can taste itgrowing a penisheadachelong nightsSoonCode that flow like musicgas and departurespicture updates finallya night of randomnessInteresting news out of mexicoexcessive blahand the world returnedthe girlsbeer vs vaginasicknessRuth Malhotrathanks alotburn baby burndissipateambition suicideIt's not you I hate, it's everybodydespisethe eggs at the NCC taste like sufferingplaying with perlmagickGeorge W Bush is a criminaltroubledPartaySnover, Rest in Peacesquirrels, snow, and marriagesquirrelsFred Phelps is a sick fuck that deserves to DIEbat country solo for oneKansas has no tastetha freshnesssitemapNot much timeunbelievably busy |
|
